Pawn captured

Yesterday, I woke up so early to pray for my late grandpa's sister. It was her death anniversary- Just one day before wesak day. And ironically, my late grandma who share the same name-kim hong, died on the day after wesak day. Because i would be going to matriculation soon by sunday, i would not have to chance to pray during my grandma's death anniversary. So, i was begging for her forgiveness.. How unfilial am I to miss such a day.. But, it was not my choice, I had to go matriculation.. Since i had lost a pawn, since i had failed to get JPA scholarship.

"STATUS:TIDAK BERJAYA" i was shocked to see the words which appeared so brightly on my laptop screen. Uhh, i thought i made it, i thought i did quite well. Waah~ what was happening? Why not me? Did the panels hated me? Where did i go wrong? Was i not the one who deserved such prestigious scholarship? That were among a few questions that were running through mind repeatedly when i was staring at the screen. Slowly, form shocked to stunned and stupefied, i started to feel the dissappointment and pain. Bloody hell.. (>.<)

A few of my friends started bugging me, asking me whether i got or not.. =.= me who was in such depressing mood was more than slightly annoyed by the overwhelming questions. Most of them expected me to get it. It hurted a lot when i had to explain to them i did not, and it even hurt when they asked me to tell who got it. Slowly, i realised quite a number of my friends failed to get it too. So, instead of dwelling in my dissappointment, i overcame it. Peculiarly, i was not sad at all after 30 min of knowing JPA was not destined to be mine. Therefore, i spent hours on msn trying to convey my friends to the optimistic side. Well, all of this was destined. Fate, when is yours is yours. When it is not yours is not yours.

I trully believed that everything did happened for a reason. Yes, it was a shame that i did not get jpa but there must be a reason for it. Maybe i was not suitable for it, or maybe there were someone who needed it more than i do. All in all, i came to a perfect and flawless conclusion.- "Destiny is trully an unpredictable game". But, friends of mine, let not worry, a pawn being captured does not mean the end. It is a sacrifice to the path of victory!! Let's go! Come on.. move on..this is not the end yet. We still have other pawns, bishops, castles etc and last but not least, the king still survives. Dont we dare to give up! It would not be checkmate until the day where the grim reaper pays us visit.

PS: for the friends for got JPA, gambateh!!! Try hard, study your best. It was once in a lifetime oppurtunity, go for it. Appreciate it because it was someone's sacrifices to bless you! Go for it, do your best and never say die!!! Esp: for cheee wayne, wei nee , lam ghai and khing!! You all are my good friends. Everytime when you want to give up, must remember what i had written today. If you fail, try and try and try again. If you try and try and try and still do not succeed, then......................

CHEAT(^.^)